The Regret

I can't believe I'm losing her for good.

Or, have I?

It's been so long.

But I feel the same.
Maybe even more.

And I never give up.
She will realize this one day.

I'm a paper chaser, and she is the breeze.

The Withdraw

Obviously I didn't.

Not because she didn't love me,
Because I know she did and still does.
Because I know she always will.

Maybe it's because I know,
She deserves better.

And like she said, love is overrated.

The Angel

Should I, or should I not?

The Beginning

That news.
A sudden chill rushed over my body.
So cold that I can almost puke out of anxiety.

Perhaps my wait is far too long.
Perhaps God has given me his sign off.

I see her walking, alone.
Her body glows, from the light within.
And, she's alone.

It's my place there.
Beside her glow.

And, it's my place to protect her.
Finally.

Patience

I'm still the paper chaser.

Chasing the same breeze.

That woman.

My desire is well kept, within me.

It's been almost 2 years.

And I'm still watching.

Waiting.

Fire

I see her, almost every day now.

But she doesn't see me.

I see her, through the screen of my computer.

Wanting her.

Every day.

The desire is burning

Exploding into flames.

He doesn't deserve her, really.

I do.

Angel in the city

i met a fascinating girl.

in fact, she's the most fascinating human being I've ever known

too fascinating, that she's turning into a desire.

a desire that's already taken by someone else.

but not for long.